|top & jeans: TOPSHOP, outerwear: MASSIMO DUTTI, shoes: ADIDAS Y3|
These past few days have been pretty rough to me, the sudden wake up call of adulthood and job/education insecurity. Call me exaggerating but it's true. I used to think that it was essential to succeed and wins at life on a young age. I rush things and there's always this anxiety of not being good enough.
So I kinda did a bit of brainstorming this week (that is, if you call binge eating sushi while in deep thoughts brainstorming, ha!) And I thought, 'what the hell do I really wanna achieve in life tho?'. Get fully loaded? Have no worries in life and just chilling by the pool drinking mojitos with my 10 kids? Oh well..
And thus I decided that I want to explore the world, in any way possible. Get rich in knowledge by taking lots of courses, surrounded by family, etc etc. Well that's for now, but who knows what my essential list would take me 5 years ahead? So whatever or whoever you love, take that path and do what your heart tells. If being a sandwich, ballerina or even reggae singer makes you happy, then go fucking do it. Nothing can stop you.
That I think, is the most essential thing in life.